Zoey started out the day lying on the floor, starfish, as if the day was already done. That is kind of how I felt most the day too. It was a very unproductive day, which makes me stressed. I HATE being unproductive even when it is my choice.
At the end of the day I told Kris, I think I just have to accept that some days I will wake up early, some days I won’t. Some days I’ll eat healthy, some days I won’t. Some days I’ll exercise, and some days I won’t. And somedays I will get a lot of work done, and some days I won’t.
It sounds silly to say, but it was a big realization for me. Nobody can be 100% of the person they want to be 100% of the time, we all live below our ‘potential’ at times. So I think I just need to stop getting discouraged when I have a day where I feel like lying starfish-style on the floor all day, and just give myself grace.
Easier said than done, but I am working on it.
